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Tuesday, 20 October 2009

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Hello xanga! You have been nice and loyal! :) But the grass seem to be greener on the other side. I kinda like wordpress. :)

Tuesday, 13 October 2009

I've no idea why am I on xanga. :( I rushed home today to get started with my yakuza dossier (which i am supposed to read up before i start but evidently haven't got time to complete even half of the readings, so screw it)
But other than having lots of dateline to meet for lab reports, gek2022 projects, mid term test and presentations every thursday. School has been quite fun. My journey as sports director started officially yesterday at the sports comm exco meeting. Well, personally, i felt that this year is going to be awesome with this team. Well, the journey has just started and we have a long path to embark on. I'm glad we had a good start. Well, this thursday will really mean the real start though. :) No matter how tough it is as an mc or as sports director, i'm sure these people, along with the 30th mc will make this journey, worth it.
Anyway, i'm very very happy with my toy! Alright, it's not exactly mine. But, i'm really really happy with Kent and my new toy! (: We've decided to get a camera together as our 2nd year anniversary present for both of us. Since my olympus really suck and he shares his ixus with the rest of his family. It love it so much! :)
Many many years ago, like in 2006 when I've encountered an extremely unhappy event (which really is a blessing in disguise when i think about it now). I was truly hurt and disgusted by yada yada yada. It was really a painful 2 years that I had, hating people and longing for someone. I've never imagined myself in another relationship, what's more in a 22 months going 2 years relationship with kent. :) What happened? I finally realised that someone who can cheat on you, never deserved you and he probably will do it again to you or to other people. Well, no logic at that point of time that was reinforce over and over again from my best of friends could get into my thick skull, when it finally did. I reap someone even better, who is way more caring, way more understanding, way more trustworthy. (:
Well, at least I learn lessons from then, hating people never solves problem. It's only when you let it go that you realised, you are not a victim but the winner. And it's only after you let things go that you are able to see nicer and better things. :)
Well, I never thought I'll say all these in a public blog ever. These feelings have been kept way in except to a few who watched me go through it. But for my dearest friend, this is for you.
Well, all identities are not exposed for obvious reasons and there's really no need to know who is involved. In fact, the people involved may not even know it. (or just take it as it's fictional, any resemblance is a case of coincidence.)
Can't wait for zoo trip on saturday when all this yakuza dossier shit is all over. :(

Monday, 05 October 2009

Hello world!
Haven't been doing proper updates other than to rant or complain. So anyway, It's E learning week now. Well, rationale for E learning week is to test prove the NUS system to see if it can take the stress of high traffic on the site and so see if school can still function online during an epidemic like H1N1 and SARS. Which i find stupid, because people like me will not bother to download it until it really matters anyway. Besides, I rather spent my time studying for Genetics test on Wed as well as prepare my lab report and Yakuza dossier due next week. Oh, but we still have to go back to school for tutorial, labs and tests. So, yes, E-learning week is stupid.
So anyway, there's nothing much interesting about my life recently other than my weekends. Which also means, I don't have a life in weekdays. 2 saturdays back, Kent and i decided that we miss chomp chomp food alot and headed down to have dinner. Yummy TTM. (:

And yes, my bf poses for photos while he is driving. Tsk tsk, what a dangerous driver. :) Just kidding, I think it was the traffic junction then.

& check out my long hair. Now you see it....

but now you don't!
Last Friday I met Joanna before she returns to Australia for school. Well, had a nice lunch with her and then we decided to go and cut our hair. Turns out that I was the only one who ended up with a hair cut. Boo. It was a drastic change and I wasn't too used to it at first. Well, it sucks to look like a kid again. (Not like I haven't been looking like a kid all the time but the haircut just made it worst.) Well, but I kind of do like it. As the hairdresser did his thing, I sorta realised that this was my primary 2 hairstyle.
But nevermind that, last saturday was awesome. It was Mid Autumn's Festival, Kent and I decided to re-live some childhood and so bought lanterns, candles and sparklers to play with. Initial plan was to watch surrogate, go get food that we like from around town, packed it for picnic at Marina Barrage and play there. Well, we did watch surrogate, we did get food that we like from around town, we did have a picnic at Marina Barrage but we didn't get to play there! We weren't allowed to actually. So plan B! We headed down back to Jurong West to play at this park near st 81. Opposite his place actually. Fun fun fun!

Pretty pretty! (:
And Joel's birthday party on Sunday was fun too. Although I only got there at 9pm. :)
This means that after my Biochemistry test on friday (oh yes, i forgot to mentioned that I screwed up both my Organic Chem and Biochemistry test last week), I had been playing and enjoying myself. Time to get back to reality and do something about Genetics test this coming Wednesday. Arhh..
I just learned a new abbreviation today and I think it's very appropriate at this junction.
FML.

Tuesday, 29 September 2009

Recess week is a scam

I think my bubble's going to burst. As the title suggests, recess week is a scam. Not that I've been dutifully studying for my mid tests but while i enjoyed, I know in that little corner of my mind that I'll be faced with Mid term tests after the short 1 week. Well, everything has consequences. ALTHOUGH I did study for my Organic Chemistry test, I think I'm going to fail it really really badly. And look what I have next, Biochemistry mid terms, which, well, yes, I've not started yet. Goodness gracious. Well, as if that's not bad enough, my air con has to break down and because of stupid superficial belief they are not going to repair it until next year so GREAT. Tell me how much I want to shift into PGP now.
Oh yeah, I have forgotten to mention that I hate the bell curve too. If feel like I'm trapped ad crushed by a mountain. (Shape of a bell curve, go figure.)
Great, E-learning week next week. You know, i wished I've never stepped into University.
& sorry for the angsty post. Can't help it, need an outlet.